Tuesday 27 October 2009

Missing pieces...

A lot's happened in the last two weeks and most of it hasn't been good.

On the positive side, my parents visited for a week and decorated the twins' room which was great. It's a dark beige colour with curtains and (as of yesterday) a rather spiffy sink unit for bathing the girls when it comes to bedtime.

On the negative side, our big fat white and black cat Rasher had to be put to sleep after we found he was suffering from cancer and one of our close friends lost her baby girl to PROM, the same time Matthew suffered at around the same time and in almost the same way.

I think it's impossible to describe how that feels, unless you've been there. It's a curious mixture of terror, anger and hurt - there's nothing you can do to change the situation and no way to make the baby safe. It's awful and it feels like someone is cutting your insides out with a blunt knife.

Our thoughts are with Tracy, Adam and Noah right now.

There's probably a lot more I could write, but to be honest, I can't think what it might be right now.

So, Mr Rash and little Florence, we'll never forget you. x x x

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